This is my favorite song in the entire world. READ THE LYRICS! They basically explain my life.

1000 Words

I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say

"Wait for me I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt
When I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings ohhh

And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever

FUCK YEAH!

I finally figured out how to do a journal,
I mean everyone is doing so like, i had to
MUAH!

Anways i feel like giving shout outs to mahy peeps

Heike-
Absolutley Insane, Agressive and sometimes a bitch,
But i wouldnt have you any other way, love ya with all my heart sweetie

Jackie-
Best Friend from the start, everytime i am with you
its a new adventure, or a stomach ache from all the laughs. Kodak could even capture out moments

Ashtine-
TORRETS!
LMAO! I love how me and you are always
agree on everything that has to do with cute celebrities both of us, boy- crazy
Love ya

Cynthia-
I love it when you complain
I love it when you sleep
Your one of the funniest ppl i know
love ya

Teresia-
Since Kindergaten
What else can i say <3

Caitlin-
Lol from the beginnning we had the everything club,
where we could be whatever we wanted. Your imagination is far beyond anything that i could ever dream of, and for that, i love you, and your loud laugh.

Coleen-
Your are one of the funniest ppl i have ever met, whenever i am with you, i feel happy because you always make me smile. Love ya forever


Constance-
Since the first day i met you we were buds, sure we had our ups and downs but that doesnt even matter. Your still the bestetst friend EVA!

Danielle-
SURPRISE BUT SEX!
A tru artist in the making, i learned so much from you
so thank you. My pretty girl <3

Rachel-
RACHEAL MUFFIN!
My sweetheart
My lover
My best friend forever

IF I FORGOT SOMEONE PLEASE LEMME KNOW AND I WILL DEDICATE A WHOLE JOURNAL ENTRY TO YOU!